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Damn it all.

Mon Aug 25, 2014, 9:41 PM
Heh, the title looks nice in that font even though it's negative. 

One of the people I was watching, someone I liked, has deactivated his account. It hurts, and I've begun missing him immediately. I regret not talking to him more. Even though I have no clue why his account has been deactivated, I can't help but feel like I should have done more and been a better friend to him. Yes, I'm saying I feel a bit responsible, even if I may not be. Silly, I know. 

I wear my heart on my sleeve occasionally, and yet I'm still shy about contacting people. It has improved in the past five years but it could be better. I don't know why he left dA, but I miss him, and I wish I'd made sure I had other ways to keep in touch before he left. All I can do is hope I'll meet him again. 

It doesn't help that I still miss Japan and my Japanese host family so much that I no longer like living in this country. 

So, no matter how popular I may become or unknown I may remain now or in the future, I hereby swear that I'll never deactivate my account, even if I say goodbye entirely (that isn't likely, though, unless I die—and that won't happen anytime soon, hopefully >_>). I'll leave everything up here.

I'm not angry with him, I'm just depressed. It was enough to completely kill my mood. 

To those who have remained on here (the ones I watch and who watch me), I say thanks. Even long absences are bearable if I can see your art or journals. Comfort me. 


  • Mood: Lonely


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People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.

If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.

The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.

The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.

What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.

People really need help but may attack if you help them.
Help people anyway.

Give the world the best you have and you might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

- Anonymous

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milenkadelic Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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:heart: Thank you ever so much for the watch! :heart:
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Thank-you for the fave!
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:iconuguufaceplz:thank you for watching mee~~ ;v;
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